Thursday, July 16, 2009

What a feelin', bein's believin'............

So today was just another typical day in my life.

My sister woke me up because I had to babysit her and my brother while my mom went to her Weight Watchers meeting. I had a throbbing headache so the first thing I did was take Advil to treat it. Then I got something to eat and then my sister came down and wanted to hang out in my bedroom. Today I was feeling generous so I let her come in.

We mostly just talked about what she's been doing. My sister's only 8 so we don't really have much to talk about that's age appropriate for both of us. I kinda wish I had a sister that was closer to my age, but Beatrice is nice too. That's why I have my online girlfriends to talk to.

When my mom came home, she paid me and I went out to the mall. I hadn't been out there in a little while, so it was nice to get out. The only thing I ended up getting was a frappucino, but that's alright. I also saw this woman who I bond over American Idol with. She knew I always wore my high-heeled boots on Tuesdays for good luck, but the two times I didn't, bad things happened to my favorite contestant. The first time, I was running late for class and didn't have time to put on other shoes, so I wore sandals, and my contestant, Adam Lambert, was in the bottom 2. Then the second time was the finale. I didn't leave the house at all (I was done with school and just didn't go out to the mall), and I don't wear shoes around the house, so I didn't wear my boots, and Adam lost. So I think those boots really were lucky.

My little brother had his last t-ball game of the summer tonight, so when I got home I just made some dinner, watched the season finale of "16 and Pregnant" (great show on MTV, if you happen to catch a re-run, please watch it!), and now I'm watching Flashdance. I haven't watched that movie in ages and I wanted something new to watch tonight, so I stuck it in the DVD player.

This movie is a great movie. It's a classic 80's musical that tells a great story, has great music, and has some nice acting from Jennifer Beals. I haven't watched it in a long time, and so it's nice to watch it again. I used to have virtual girls' nights with one of my dearest friends, Emily. We'd watch movies at the same time, eat snacks, and talk about the boys in our lives. We never watched this together, but she also liked it. If she hadn't gotten her computer privleges revoked, we prolly could have watched this together. I miss her and wish I could talk to her more often.

I always could count on Emily to talk to about anything. Be it about boys, my life, TV, or just random hot guys we'd send back and forth to each other, she was my rock, my closest friend, my sister from another mother. And then her heart got broken and her mom found out and took away her computer until she moves out. I miss her so much.

And now I kind of feel.........alone. I've had problems at home and I hardly have anyone to talk to about it. My best friend is away for the summer, my almost-boyfriend is away for the summer, and I just don't have anyone to vent to except my online girlfriends, but those messages can be seen by anyone. I wish I could talk to someone in private about it.

So now I'm gonna get off my soapbox and share this with y'all.........maybe you'll enjoy reading it, maybe you won't. But here you go.

***-Lily-***

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