Do you catch your breath when I look at you? Are you holding back like the way you do?

It is officially 12:04 am in Iowa. So it's August 1st.

Exactly one year ago today, an amazing song was released to radio. "Crush" by David Archuleta, who is "American Idol" season 7's runner-up. I was a huge fan of his and still am. To celebrate, I am having the song play on my iTunes on repeat, and later today I will be going out and wearing my Crush t-shirt that I had custom-made on cafepress.com.

I remember first hearing the lyrics "Do you catch your breath when I look at you?" and saying "yes I do, David!" whenever I heard them. Now just change David to another name that begins with D and it's perfectly describing of my life now. I added it to the playlist I made for him (which now has 9 songs on it).

I love the song so much and used to blast it as loud as my radio would go when it came on the radio, really late at night. I would do it with no cares. I didn't care if my parents woke up, David freaking Archuleta was on the radio, everyone had to hear it. But fortunately they never did.

And I remember calling into my favorite radio station to request it, my favorite DJ and I had a conversation about David. And he said David was goofy-looking and I got mad. My best friend Jenny said that he was jealous that someone almost 10 years younger than he is (my DJ's 27 and David's 18) is getting all the attention. My favorite DJ is good-looking tho.

That song is a song that anyone can relate to......it talks about having feelings for someone, and you're not sure if they're real or just a crush. That's exactly how I feel right now about someone. He's just an amazing guy and I really like him. I may even love him. But I don't know. My friend Melanie says that we're gonna fall in love as soon as we lay eyes on each other. I hope so.

Well I'm gonna stop rambling about love songs and go back to Tweeting up a storm! And maybe write in my real journals too.

Love y'all, and I will talk to you soon!

***-Lily-***