Once again, I apologize for the lack of blog updates. I've been very busy. This week was my first week of school and it's been crazy.
The first thing I want to do is share the song that will be the center of this blog entry.
This song is called "Raining Sunshine" and it's by Nickelodeon star Miranda Cosgrove, best known for her roles on "Drake and Josh" and "iCarly". The song is going to be featured on the soundtrack for the movie "Cloudy With a Chance of Meatballs", which hits theaters on September 18th. I heard a snippit of the song on Nickelodeon, which I watch frequently because I have siblings aged 8-and-a-half and 6. I loved it, and the music video debuted last night and it fit well to the theme of the song and the movie. Miranda confirmed on her Twitter that the music video will be on her youtube page tomorrow. Will share when I can.
This song has helped me through this week very well. On Thursday night my brother had to go to the ER because he stabbed the inside of his ear with a tiny plastic toy sword. My sister cried even harder than he did, so I went downstairs, got my laptop, and since my main iTunes library has whatever song I pick to play on repeat, I put this song on and we listened to it a few times before she calmed down.
On Friday, while I was watching "The Daily 10" on E! News, they interrupted the show to break the news that popular New York DJ Adam Goldstein, best known as DJ AM, died at 5:20 pm EST. Drug paraphenilia was found in his apartment so they're trying to determine if he overdosed. The following day I recorded a version of this song on youtube for both him and a contestant from the American Idol top 36 that I talk to regularly on Twitter. Will share that with you another time.
And today I've just been really depressed. I've been thinking a lot that I will never find a Mr. Right. I was in a bad relationship when I was 15, never was asked to prom, never asked out on a date unless it was a dare (I always turned the guy down because I didn't like whoever it was), and my mom doesn't think I'll find someone either. She told me I can't live at home forever (which I wasn't planning on: I'm hoping to move to Boston next year for college, but need to get out of the house sooner than that because my stepdad and I DO NOT get along at all and I've had enough of it). I protested that someday I'll get married (to some guy that I meet in the future, who knows who that'll be), and she exasperatedly replied "TO WHO!?". Which really hurt me. I've never really been told I'm pretty (in fact I've been told quite the opposite on youtube, which is now why on all my personal videos comments either have to be approved if they're not friends with me, or disabled altogether, and comments on my channel page have to be approved as well), and I'm just coming to the conclusion that no guy will ever want me.
That song, "Raining Sunshine" always makes me feel better when I'm sad, angry, nervous, etc. So thank you Miranda Cosgrove for helping me feel better when I'm down.
That's my rant of the day. Comment if you want. You DO NOT have to be a blogger member to comment!
Love y'all,
***-Lily-***
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